well, I had to go back to school today,
at first, I was glad to be back (after all that has happened I needed things to get back to normality), but as soon as first period I started feeling anxious and stressed, and all the noise and talking from everyone else didn't help, it got to the point that had to I covered my ears just to block it all out,
my friend chara (who was sitting next to me) notices that something was wrong and placed a hand on my shoulder, I looked up at her looking into her calm eyes as she asked me what was wrong.
I told her that I was fine and that I just had a headache
she gave me a strange look, she said- Aliza are you sure your alright? mean your not acting like your usually loud mouth happy self.
I told her again that I was fine and that it was none of her concern
as I got up to tell the teacher that I needed to go to the bathroom (I just needed a break).
chara followed me and her being as suborn as a mule kept asking me about it,
annoyed and tired from everything that has happened. I blurted out,
if you what to know so badly, the reason I'm not my self is because my step sister was murder , I cant get any sleep because I'm having nightmares , and my mom so depressed she acts like she doesn't care anymore. so please just leave me alone
chara (shocked and confused) came over to me and gave me a hug, as I collapsed in her arms, I told her I needed to go home and that I couldn't make it the rest of the day.
chara soon took out her phone and called my mom as we walked to the office, as soon as we got there I explain to chara everything that happened. chara simply said if you need me just message me as she walked back to class
chara's been my best friend ever cents we were little, I don't know what I would do with out her, she's my only friend in this hell hole of a school.
-end of entry 5